SOLSC #8 Being a Bad Guest

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Today I bowled in a tournament.  It is when I bowl in a tournament that I am most aware of what a bad American I am because this is the place where I am surrounded by Japanese people that I know but cannot talk to.  Yes, I’ve become one of those people who moves to a foreign country and then doesn’t learn the host language.  I always defend myself with the fact that I don’t plan to stay long and Japanese is really hard to learn.  But it’s been five years now.  I have bowled with some of these people for five years and I can’t speak to them.  It’s really unforgiveable.

Fortunately, bowling has its own language.  Of course, that language is English, but at least there are some things I can say that they will understand – “nice shot,” “good game,”  “lucky!”  It’s not that I want to have long, intellectual conversations.  I just want to be nice and polite like they are.

If I could understand my opponents, maybe I wouldn’t think they were so nice.  But when I  don’t understand a language, I just block the sound of talking.  I assume the person is kind and has good intentions because I have no words to contradict that idea.  This is particularly true with Japanese people because they are not often physically expressive.  They just seem calm and peaceful.   Even in a bowling center with the whirring of the machines, crashing of balls hitting pins, cheering, music playing, and babies crying, it’s still fairly quiet in my head.

But I wonder what they think of me?  Do they resent that I live here and can’t speak to them?  Do they think I’m so serious about my bowling that I don’t want to be distracted by conversation?  Or do they think I’m just snobby?  I guess when I resigned myself to not learning the language I also gave up the right to want others to think I’m nice and considerate.

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13 thoughts on “SOLSC #8 Being a Bad Guest

  1. beachhousefarmhouse

    I am fascinated by your experience Lee and love reading about your life in Japan. I have been to Japan for only 4 days as a tag on bit at the end of a long flight from Chicago after a month long holiday in the US. The language there is so hard and the culture so very different from my own Aussie world. I understand you not committing to learn the language, I hear it takes many years. A smile speaks the same language the world over and I am sure you are good at that. 🙂

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    1. Lee Post author

      An excellent reminder that I should make sure I’m smiling a bit extra. Thanks! Japan is a wonderful country and Japanese people are kind and gracious. I’m lucky to have the opportunity to live here. 🙂

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  2. Erika Victor

    Oh, I totally relate. I move from country to country picking up only a bit of the local language and I am sure the locals could not judge me as harshly as I judge myself. I wish I was a good language learner and made time for it, but I don’t. I find that little bits can go a long way, but I have strong memories of being shouted at in Germany by the man who came to the door to make sure I had a television license for not speaking better German. I have decided that most people think I am not very smart when I speak so little. I moved again this summer and should really take lessons Bahasa lessons here.

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    1. Lee Post author

      Yes, Erika, I was thinking that people probably think I’m not that bright. I’m very good at apologizing in Japanese! What is Bahasa? Where are you? N

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  3. mlvteach

    Your piece was a great reminder to me to actually get back to the Rosetta Stone course on which I need to be working. My daughter married a Frenchman and lives in Paris, so I visit her quite often and find that the high school and college French does me very little good. I can understand a lot of things, but can barely speak. Pretty humbling! Since I will no doubt have French-speaking grandchildren, some day, I think it’s time to go back to the books….

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    1. Lee Post author

      It is challenging studying another language while working full time and slicing! Of course, I am surrounded by native speakers so those aren’t great excuses for me. Good luck with your French!

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  4. Marcie

    So amazing to stop and think about language. It truly is the key to open new doors or the road block preventing so much learning. I loved reading about your experience in Japan through the lens of bowling. Such a great slice!

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  5. spillarke

    So stuck up that, Lee Corey. Said NO ONE EVER! Your smile and kind ways speak volumes. Though I’ve never been in a bowling alley with you–I imagine you do get pretty serious there. : )

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  6. Ms. Kelly

    Is there a difference in attire from what you would wear in the United States for a bowling tournament?

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    1. Lee Post author

      What a great question! I could do a whole slice on what Japanese females wear for tournaments. Actually, I thought about it yesterday, but I’ve been a bit negative and I didn’t want it to come out condescending or like I’m making fun. The similarities are bowling shirts – often with your name on the back. But Japanese girls look very cute when they bowl. Cute short, ruffled skirts that match the shirt. Hair in a ponytail pulled to the side. Glittery things in hair or makeup. Sometimes thigh high socks. The non-bowling hand might have really long bejeweled fake nails. Yesterday was a less formal tournament so I wore jeans and a tshirt. The other female on my pair was dressed as described above (minus the thigh-high socks).

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